More Un-PC stuff from me. After extensive and probably excessive sexual experience with men in both professional and recreational modes (I’ve been a male prostitute for a cumulative total of about six years and a male slut for more) I know all about penis size and race. Sexual addiction, yes.
The biggest are Africans, Germans, Anglos and Mediterraneans. The smallest are East Asians, Indians/Subcontinentals, Polynesians and Melanesians. Chew on that for that for a bit. And I’m not stupid enough to not know that bell curves overlap and there are exceptions to the rule.
And car size has an inverse relationship with penis size in general.
26 January 2008
25 January 2008
Memekast
I’ve been turned onto an awesome source of soul-arousing electro music. Big respect to the Memekast website which you can download direct from or use iTunes to download for free. It’s weird, I’m in a zone where I’m tuned into music from the West Coast of the US, especially San Francisco right now.
Paradigm shifting: Demonic to Pathologic to Energetic; Empathy as Catalyst
No models of cause/effect that humans can grasp are ever the whole truth. Humans in our filtered modes of consciousness and physical perception are only capable of attaining better, closer, more useful models of reality. Witness the progression of physics from Newtonian mechanics to quantum mechanics. (Realise that after half a century to a century after the advent of human channelling of the mode of quantum physics we still rely on Newtonian physics for 99.99% of all mechanical modelling).
Two topics dear to my heart, “mental illness” and sexuality have gone through and will go through similar paradigm shifts to enhance our understanding of the universe. The shift has been from the demonic to the pathologic to the energetic.
People with alternative brain architecture and alternative sexuality used to be treated by Westerners as being inhabited by demons or being in collusion with satan. Then empathy and empirical analysis converted the approach to that of pathology (thankyou Freud, thankyou Kinsey). Mentally ill people were discovered to have biological, genetic, environmental and experientially “causes” of their conditions. Biological and now genetic “causes” of “homosexuality” were discovered. The orthodoxy is still having trouble with contending with environmental and experiential “causes” of alternative sexuality because humans are still unable to contend with the implications of the way children being raised being part of “homosexuality”. We’re still not ready; if we do shift to this paradigm now we run the risk of psychologists who claim to have cures for homosexuality being given credence.
Some of us are now ready to switch to an approach to alternative brain architecture and alternative sexuality as being more a matter of energy and consciousness. I, for instance, am convinced that you can consciously direct your energy to modify your own mental state and sexuality. That is heresy, especially to gay rights advocates, most of whom are still fighting to show hillbillies that there’s nothing wrong with homosexuality.
Ultimately to me the catalyst that enable progression from the demonic to the physical/pathologic to the energetic is empathy and lack of judgment. Empirical analysis is a secondary and valuable tool too. Humility in the face of a vast wall of knowledge and recognition that you can’t grasp the full reality helps. And acceptance of diversity and difference, even if you don’t understand other human beings and why they do what they do, is so valuable and crucial to mankind’s progression. And never assume that the paradigm we’re currently at (or if you’re ahead of the game, are starting to apprehend) is the total, final truth. It goes on forever.
Two topics dear to my heart, “mental illness” and sexuality have gone through and will go through similar paradigm shifts to enhance our understanding of the universe. The shift has been from the demonic to the pathologic to the energetic.
People with alternative brain architecture and alternative sexuality used to be treated by Westerners as being inhabited by demons or being in collusion with satan. Then empathy and empirical analysis converted the approach to that of pathology (thankyou Freud, thankyou Kinsey). Mentally ill people were discovered to have biological, genetic, environmental and experientially “causes” of their conditions. Biological and now genetic “causes” of “homosexuality” were discovered. The orthodoxy is still having trouble with contending with environmental and experiential “causes” of alternative sexuality because humans are still unable to contend with the implications of the way children being raised being part of “homosexuality”. We’re still not ready; if we do shift to this paradigm now we run the risk of psychologists who claim to have cures for homosexuality being given credence.
Some of us are now ready to switch to an approach to alternative brain architecture and alternative sexuality as being more a matter of energy and consciousness. I, for instance, am convinced that you can consciously direct your energy to modify your own mental state and sexuality. That is heresy, especially to gay rights advocates, most of whom are still fighting to show hillbillies that there’s nothing wrong with homosexuality.
Ultimately to me the catalyst that enable progression from the demonic to the physical/pathologic to the energetic is empathy and lack of judgment. Empirical analysis is a secondary and valuable tool too. Humility in the face of a vast wall of knowledge and recognition that you can’t grasp the full reality helps. And acceptance of diversity and difference, even if you don’t understand other human beings and why they do what they do, is so valuable and crucial to mankind’s progression. And never assume that the paradigm we’re currently at (or if you’re ahead of the game, are starting to apprehend) is the total, final truth. It goes on forever.
Car Hatred
I’m about to sound like an old person. “Back in my day…”
Here we go. I’ve noticed a change in Australian culture to do with attitudes of motorists since I was a kid.
1) Pedestrian crossings. They were once sacrosanct havens for pedestrians. Now pedestrians stop and give way to cars at crossings. Motorists consider them to be part of the road. When I got my licence I was taught to take my foot off the accelerator and hover it over the brake when approaching a crossing.
2) Ambulances/Fire trucks/Police. When I was a kid people used to drive up onto footpaths and median strips and stop completely at intersections whenever a siren was heard. Now motorists just keep progressing through intersections.
3) Blinkers. People used to put their blinkers on 30 metres before a corner, no matter who was around. It was an automatic thing, not something to be deliberated over. Now people only put them on when they think people are around. When I’m crossing the road and a car isn’t indicating I assume they’re going straight, cross the road and force them to stop. Fuck em. Same as I do with crossings. I walk straight out without missing a beat and stare at the person driving the car to let them know, though I never do it in a way that puts myself in danger.
There’s a couple of reasons behind this shift, to do with the rise of individualism, Howardism and the NSW Govt’s propagation of freeways for the McMansionites combined with their neglect and declination to expand Sydney’s rail network.
I think that cars should be banned from parking in the back lanes of Newtown. They’re an eyesore, force you to walk on the road to get around them and slow up moron motorists who don’t know where they’re going and don’t use blinkers and block your view of the moving cars.
Here we go. I’ve noticed a change in Australian culture to do with attitudes of motorists since I was a kid.
1) Pedestrian crossings. They were once sacrosanct havens for pedestrians. Now pedestrians stop and give way to cars at crossings. Motorists consider them to be part of the road. When I got my licence I was taught to take my foot off the accelerator and hover it over the brake when approaching a crossing.
2) Ambulances/Fire trucks/Police. When I was a kid people used to drive up onto footpaths and median strips and stop completely at intersections whenever a siren was heard. Now motorists just keep progressing through intersections.
3) Blinkers. People used to put their blinkers on 30 metres before a corner, no matter who was around. It was an automatic thing, not something to be deliberated over. Now people only put them on when they think people are around. When I’m crossing the road and a car isn’t indicating I assume they’re going straight, cross the road and force them to stop. Fuck em. Same as I do with crossings. I walk straight out without missing a beat and stare at the person driving the car to let them know, though I never do it in a way that puts myself in danger.
There’s a couple of reasons behind this shift, to do with the rise of individualism, Howardism and the NSW Govt’s propagation of freeways for the McMansionites combined with their neglect and declination to expand Sydney’s rail network.
I think that cars should be banned from parking in the back lanes of Newtown. They’re an eyesore, force you to walk on the road to get around them and slow up moron motorists who don’t know where they’re going and don’t use blinkers and block your view of the moving cars.
24 January 2008
Zolpidem/Ambien/Stilnox; Heath Ledger; The bizarre edge to my manic episode
Zolpidem should be banned. And the scumbag makers of it, Sanofi-Aventis, should be prosecuted and their board members imprisoned.
It’s a bad sleeping tablet anyway, making you drowsy for maybe two hours after which you rebound but have inhibited frontal lobe activity. I must have had twenty of them in one day in January last year when I was in the midst of a manic episode. It ended up with me doing some bizarre things of which I have limited memory. For instance I went to the house my ex-partner and I were moving out of with several types of flammable substances intent on burning the bad energy out of the house, but on the way also bought a “Kath and Kim” box set and U2 DVD. I smashed up half of his things with different motivations for smashing different things. He himself had earlier tried to take a full tub of Valium while on Stilnox. I had to physically restrain him. I ended up sleeping in the house engulfed in the fumes of methylated spirits and kerosene. It’s still hard for me to put together the time line of what I did in that few days / weeks I was taking Stilnox. At some point I bought my mother harnesses for her dogs and a signal converter for her DVD player but have no memory of it whatsoever.
People on Stilnox basically operate like they’re sleepwalking. And when you’re under the influence of benzos or hypnotics and alcohol you can end up attempting suicide, as has someone I know, without really meaning to do it. There is no way Heath Ledger died of a purely accidental overdose of benzos or hypnotics. I wonder what substances the authorities tested the rolled up $20 note for. Who has a rolled-up note lying around without snorting something with it? He may have been snorting a crushed up legal medication. The difference between a medicinal dose of hypnotics or benzos and a fatal dose is massive. When you’re under the influence of them you can forget how much you’ve taken or just sleepwalk your way into bizarre behaviour like suicide attempts. Someone in Sydney fell to his death by sleepwalking off a balcony while on Stilnox. Jack Nicholson, who played The Joker in a Batman movie just as Heath Ledger did, apparently warned Ledger of the dangers of Stilnox. It’s time to ban zolpidem.
My recommendation for anyone needing sleep is to take an anti-psychotic like Seroquel (quetiapine) or Zyprexa (olanzapine) with Valium (diazepam) if needed. Even smoke some cannabis, but avoid alcohol.
Meanwhile I don’t know why Heath Ledger’s death has affected me so much. Maybe because of the drugs involved, maybe because he was only a few months younger than me. I had a dream the night before his death that was conveying to me the need for prioritisation of my relationships over my need to explain things to myself, analyse things, convey information and indulge in my never-ending theories about the universe and philosophy.
It’s a bad sleeping tablet anyway, making you drowsy for maybe two hours after which you rebound but have inhibited frontal lobe activity. I must have had twenty of them in one day in January last year when I was in the midst of a manic episode. It ended up with me doing some bizarre things of which I have limited memory. For instance I went to the house my ex-partner and I were moving out of with several types of flammable substances intent on burning the bad energy out of the house, but on the way also bought a “Kath and Kim” box set and U2 DVD. I smashed up half of his things with different motivations for smashing different things. He himself had earlier tried to take a full tub of Valium while on Stilnox. I had to physically restrain him. I ended up sleeping in the house engulfed in the fumes of methylated spirits and kerosene. It’s still hard for me to put together the time line of what I did in that few days / weeks I was taking Stilnox. At some point I bought my mother harnesses for her dogs and a signal converter for her DVD player but have no memory of it whatsoever.
People on Stilnox basically operate like they’re sleepwalking. And when you’re under the influence of benzos or hypnotics and alcohol you can end up attempting suicide, as has someone I know, without really meaning to do it. There is no way Heath Ledger died of a purely accidental overdose of benzos or hypnotics. I wonder what substances the authorities tested the rolled up $20 note for. Who has a rolled-up note lying around without snorting something with it? He may have been snorting a crushed up legal medication. The difference between a medicinal dose of hypnotics or benzos and a fatal dose is massive. When you’re under the influence of them you can forget how much you’ve taken or just sleepwalk your way into bizarre behaviour like suicide attempts. Someone in Sydney fell to his death by sleepwalking off a balcony while on Stilnox. Jack Nicholson, who played The Joker in a Batman movie just as Heath Ledger did, apparently warned Ledger of the dangers of Stilnox. It’s time to ban zolpidem.
My recommendation for anyone needing sleep is to take an anti-psychotic like Seroquel (quetiapine) or Zyprexa (olanzapine) with Valium (diazepam) if needed. Even smoke some cannabis, but avoid alcohol.
Meanwhile I don’t know why Heath Ledger’s death has affected me so much. Maybe because of the drugs involved, maybe because he was only a few months younger than me. I had a dream the night before his death that was conveying to me the need for prioritisation of my relationships over my need to explain things to myself, analyse things, convey information and indulge in my never-ending theories about the universe and philosophy.
20 January 2008
Germany and Religious Freedom; Scientology; Censorship
Germany’s proposed banning of the religion of Scientology is reminiscent of prior German Nazi burning of books and attempts at eliminating Judaism. They shouldn’t ban Scientology. Even the most flagrant of cults that are essentially attempts to control humans’ behaviour and power should not be banned. Hello Catholic Church and McDonald’s, massive real estate -holders! Clearly Germans are still obsessed with thought-cleanliness. “Hostility to the German Constitution”? Scary. Definitions of “religion” are interesting. If Scientology is a pseudo-religion with the primary aim of manipulating human power structures and making money then it seems like it has to be treated as a corporation.
However, in the same vein, the acts of Angus and Robertson, Dymocks, Pan Macmillan and St Martin’s Press directed towards censoring Andrew Morton’s biography of Tom Cruise in Australia are essentially book-burning. No legal injunction has been obtained by the Scientologists and until such an injunction is obtained book stores should continue to sell it. Praise goes out to Kinokuniya, Gleebooks, Borders and The Australian newspaper for trying to source the book elsewhere. It’s still possible to buy on amazon.com.
If reincarnation is true and non-linear in terms of time then I may very well be reincarnated versions of the Dalai Lama or L Ron Hubbard like lil Suri Cruise. Bow before my awe, bi-atches! Meanwhile maybe James Packer is an alien.
However, in the same vein, the acts of Angus and Robertson, Dymocks, Pan Macmillan and St Martin’s Press directed towards censoring Andrew Morton’s biography of Tom Cruise in Australia are essentially book-burning. No legal injunction has been obtained by the Scientologists and until such an injunction is obtained book stores should continue to sell it. Praise goes out to Kinokuniya, Gleebooks, Borders and The Australian newspaper for trying to source the book elsewhere. It’s still possible to buy on amazon.com.
If reincarnation is true and non-linear in terms of time then I may very well be reincarnated versions of the Dalai Lama or L Ron Hubbard like lil Suri Cruise. Bow before my awe, bi-atches! Meanwhile maybe James Packer is an alien.
Princess Diana Conspiracy; Prince Harry’s illegitimacy; Islam
Prince Harry is obviously not Prince Charles’ son. He’s way too good looking and looks like James Hewitt.
It’s weird that James Hewitt denies that he’s the father and that Paul Burrell testified to the inquiry into Diana Spencer’s death that he’s sure that Prince Philip was “incapable” of arranging his sdaughter-in-law’s death. Looks to me like people have been told that they’ll meet the same fate as Diana if they don’t toe the royal line.
Princess Diana had Borderline Personality Disorder and was too much of a loose cannon for the royals to let live. Like other BPDs she had a magnetic persona, making her more popular than the royals. From the letters she wrote to Philip you can see the BPD… “love you, Pa” etc. Why was he so involved? His letters betray an overbearing desire to control the PR damage after the divorce.
Prince Philip is racist. The Queen Mother was a Nazi sympathiser. Diana was using Dodi Al-Fayed to get back at Hasnat Khan. Both of them were Muslims.
Diana and Islam
It’s weird that James Hewitt denies that he’s the father and that Paul Burrell testified to the inquiry into Diana Spencer’s death that he’s sure that Prince Philip was “incapable” of arranging his sdaughter-in-law’s death. Looks to me like people have been told that they’ll meet the same fate as Diana if they don’t toe the royal line.
Princess Diana had Borderline Personality Disorder and was too much of a loose cannon for the royals to let live. Like other BPDs she had a magnetic persona, making her more popular than the royals. From the letters she wrote to Philip you can see the BPD… “love you, Pa” etc. Why was he so involved? His letters betray an overbearing desire to control the PR damage after the divorce.
Prince Philip is racist. The Queen Mother was a Nazi sympathiser. Diana was using Dodi Al-Fayed to get back at Hasnat Khan. Both of them were Muslims.
Diana and Islam
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
