31 October 2002
27 October 2002
21 October 2002
20 October 2002
18 October 2002
I got the words in my head that it’s about sympathetic/para-sympathetic nervous systems (I don’t know which is which). My nerve system that’s involuntary is hindered by my voluntary one being too turned on. Correlating to my excess of consciousness / right-brain activity in ADD.
17 October 2002
11 October 2002
8 October 2002
Giving psychotherapy without drugs is immoral. You blame the patient for faulty thinking and try to correct it instead of treating the physical problem.
It’s sadistic. Like treating a patient with a broken leg and not fixing it or giving crutches and making them come into your office every month and make them talk about the pain, the different ways they walk, how the pain is affecting the rest of their lives. You prod their leg and ask them to tell you about the pain’s qualities. You probably get a boner while you’re hearing about the pain.
And then to cap it all off you have the sheer totalitarian arro
gance and disrespect to reach into the mind of the patient and tell them how to think about the leg. Replacing their myths with your own. Complete act of sadistic domination.